This post has been a long time coming........just over a year and a half. Too long. It has been a long road, getting here has not been easy, nor has it left much spare time for keeping a blog. It's time, I think, I need to write, to put into words what rattles around in my brain, haunts my dreams. So yet again, here I go, hopefully this time I will stick with it, instead of holding it all inside. So here's to a new start...................again.